OH HAI LJ, I KIND OF FORGOT ABOUT YOU.
So. Yeah. Online journal. I have one.
Things are okay, as they usually are. Not horrible, not fantastic, and certainly not superfuckingawesome like I'd prefer them to be. But whateves.
Been sick. A lot. I'm at the point where eating anything, smoking, drinking coffee, or making sudden movements leads to debilitating nausea. Not sure what's up with that, but I'm still alive, so I can't really complain, amirite?
I am a smoker. Have been since April 2008.
Now, I couldn't run a mile to save my life, I have a glorious smoker's cough that wakes me up most mornings, and my lungs pretty much always feel like they're on fire. But I still smoke about a pack a day. Why? Because I'm fuckin' addicted to those suckers.
I also am being assessed for throat cancer next Monday.
So please, people. Do not be a stupidface idiot like me and smoke. It is not awesome, or cool, or even nifty. It smells gross, it looks stupid, and it tastes like ass. Also you sometimes burn your hair when you light up (I'VE BEEN DOING THAT LESS AND LESS, THOUGH).
Sorry to come back after like, two months and be all, LOLGONNALECTUREYOU. I just...yeah. I care, believe it or not.
So, how you doin'?
Addendum: I ALSO GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE YESTERDAY. :D :D :D
These violent delights have violent ends
Why can't we fix this breakdown?
- Hey! Hey, you!